09/10/11

I'm almost out of cigarettes and I therefore can't smoke as much. It's driving me insane. Over and over, I want a cigarette, but then I remember I can't have one, which makes me angry, which makes me want a cigarette, over and over, until finally (once every few hours) I allow myself a poorly-rolled non-menthol shitty-tasting smoke and I bask in the sweet relief of the nicotine withdrawal's fleeting lapse.